The Reasons Why {Jimin}

Reason 27

I arrived at the coffee shop at nine. I quickly made my way behind the cashier throwing my jacket underneath in one of the shelfs. I had been in a bad mood since the dinner with all the family. Jimin and I had been doing ok the only problem was how stressed he was about work and how stressed I was about life and how all my relationships were falling apart.

"Good morning Carmen" Hoseoks voice echoed through the cafe. I turned to look at him and gave him a blank look.

"Good morning" I said in a low voice obviously trying to be rude.

"Having a bad day?" He asked. I sighed obviously he knew I was pissed and asking made me even more pissed.

"Obviously" I snapped back.

He walked away starting to clean the tables. I tried to let the whole thing go and start working but everything that had been happening the last few days and now this, I just couldn't keep my mouth shut anymore.

"What were you thinking when my boyfriend came in the other day" I snapped looking at him with burning eyes.

"I just told you when you needed to come in" Hoseok said calmly back making my blood boil even more.

"No that's not what you did! You made it seem like something were going on between us, and it's clearly not!" I said loudly pointing at him with rage all over me. Hoseok looked at me with a startled look. Silence filled the shop as we stood there looking at each other for a couple of longs seconds.

"You deserve better" he said blankly. I furrowed my brows with a rude look as I stood there speechless.

"You don't even know me"

"The little I know about you Carmen tells me that that selfish rich boy doesn't deserve you" Hoseok argued. I rolled my eyes at him.

"Well that selfish rich boy is actually the one I'm engaged to and that I actually love more than anyone else in  life" i said with a lump in throat and tears forming in my eyes.

He looked at me for a couple of seconds trying to get words out of his mouth but none were said.

"Well, if you love each other so much, why did I see him with another girl the other night?" He said in a shaky voice.

Hoseoks words stung my heart. I looked at him hoping I had heard the wrong thing. I shook my head as the tears only wanted to roll down my cheeks even more.

With a quick movement I grabbed my jacket and threw it on.

"I have to go" I excused myself jogging out the cafe with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Carmen-" I heard Hoseoks voice behind me but I could only ignore him and run home as soon as fast as possible.

Jimin wouldn't do that right? He had been coming home a little late the last few days but he wouldn't do that and definitely not when it's only a month until the weeding. Maybe he had fallen into old patterns and started up with a new girl like when he was with Heater, why did I even think he had changed.

I stumbled into the apartment building with tears rolling down my face, a head full of thoughts and maybe even a broken heart.

I made my way up to the apartment even with the strange looks from people around us who obviously hadn't seen a broken hearted girl stumbled into her apartment after thirty minutes at her job.

I threw my jacket on the floor wanting to fall down on the floor next to it. If I could I would pack my things and run back home but I knew I would only be thrown back into this apartment again if I did. That's when the idea that would save me from this hell came into mind.

I got my phone out and texted the only person I had left in my life to talk to.

To: Tae
Jimin cheated. Come and get me out of here.

It were the only I could do. I just had to get out of here. I had tried to work on it. I had tried to become the fiancé that everyone wanted me to be, but this is not for me, I can't do this anymore.

From: Tae
I'm coming in ten. pack your bags.

It was a relief to see someone care and someone actually willing to do something like that for me.

I quickly made my way into my room and grabbed the largest bag I could find. I grabbed what I could from my closet and threw everything in the bag.

I threw the bag in the hallway. I took a last look down the hallway. I decided I should write Jimin a note so he wouldn't come and look for me anywhere and that he knew that I knew what he had done.

I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen that laid on the kitchen table. I wrote in both anger and hurt as I placed the pen against the paper:

I left because I can't be with you anymore. Have fun with your new girlfriend, I wish you had told me about her first so I didn't have to hear the news from my new co-worker. Don't come and look for me, I don't want to see you again.

I placed the note on the table as the door bell rang. I made my way down the hall grabbing my bag before opening the door where Tae stood with worry in his eyes.

"I'm so sorry Carmen" he said before pulling me into a tight hug that I so much needed.

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