Gardina Verena Holton is the late Deshuan Dupree Holton sister, who has had a long list of problems starting when she got pregnant at 17 to a man who later got arrested, all the way to losing her only brother, to being completely hooked on drugs and...
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My life is a game but I can't hit reset,
My memories are puzzle pieces that don't connect,
My friends are the tokens that slide across the board,
The instructions are the rules that made me bored,
The points are the achievements in my life,
The penalties are the heartbreaks that caused me strife,
And though life's a game, you can't hit reset,
Life is a game that you won't soon forget.
~Eminemzminnie
Gardina's P.O.V
It had been a few days since me and Marshall's discussion in the kitchen, and he's been avoiding me like the plague, except when it comes to things that's helping me get sober. But even when we go for a run it's insanely annoying to have your running partner way ahead of you while your gasping for air and basically choking on your own saliva.
My sobriety was going pretty well so far, and I hadn't even used the drugs I took from Lanelle's yet, which honestly surprised even me. But I definitely hadn't forgot they were there, it's just I hadn't felt like using.
It was strange.
My withdrawal's on the other hand, were still a pain in the Tuchus, but I was managing so far, the only thing that's been bothering me lately were my joint pains from exercising and the constant flash backs I would get from things I was too high to remember before ;It's all so strange when it happens, one minute i'll just be sitting or laying down and all of a sudden I remember something that happened like 12 years ago back when every day was a party and I was the life of it.
