Namjoon entered the room in hopes of seeing you there watching something, drawing, or reading as you waited for him. He made the assumption that you'd had been there for over an hour because of your messages. As soon as he walked in, he realized you weren't there. Putting his bags down on the floor, he headed to the living room in search of you. He went to the living room first where Taehyung, Jungkook, and Hoseok were playing games.
"Do you know where (Y/N) went?" He asks stopping next to the three boys.
Hoseok and Jungkook remained engaged in the game, which annoyed him slightly, but Taehyung turned and answered him. "I think she went to talk with Jimin" he says immediately diverting his attention back to the game.
Namjoon sighed in response. You had been spending more time with him, especially in the last month. You two would go out and spend a whole day together or go over for him rather than your boyfriend. At first, it wasn't something that concerned him, to him it was just you bonding with a close friend of his, but eventually all of the unnecessary amount of time you spent with Jimin was starting to bother him. To him it felt like you were drifting away from the relationship. He feels like you barely have time for him and you'd prefer to be around Jimin instead of him.
Namjoon clenched his jaw and walked away, heading towards Jimin's room. He was halfway there when he could hear yours and Jimin's muffled voices.
Namjoon approached Jimin's room quickly and quietly. He was more relieved than he should've been when he saw that the door was opened wide. Namjoon leaned against the doorway unnoticed by you and Jimin as he watched the two of you interact.
"Absolutely not! It's perfect" you said Namjoon as he pointed to something on his screen.
"You're lying to me" Jimin retorts as he leans back in his chair and sighs, "It's terrible."
You roll your eyes and turn your body towards him. "I wouldn't lie! I don't lie!" You exclaim slightly offended.
Namjoon purses his lips at the situation in front of him, unsure of how to feel.
It took you a bit before you saw your boyfriend in the doorway from your new position. You jumped when you saw him due to his sudden and quiet appearance. You put your head in your hands and laugh at yourself for getting scared. Soon after, you took into full account that your boyfriend was back as you got up and smiled widely.
"I've missed you" you said as you got to your feet, "when did you get back?"
"A few minutes ago" Namjoon mumbled.
You walked towards him and leaned in planning on giving him a kiss to greet him, but you were met with disappointment instead as he turned his face in rejection.
"I'm going to my room. Continue whatever you were doing" Namjoon says quietly as he shuffles away.
You were hurt by his obvious rejection as you stood still staring straight ahead. You could feel Jimin's eyes burning into the back of your head as he stared.
"What was that about?" He questioned cautiously.
You shrug not wanting to talk, you felt saddened by Namjoon's sudden behavior.
"Well something's wrong" Jimin said stating the obvious.
You've noticed the slow, progressive change in Namjoon's mood and attitude within the past month, except it was drastic this past week. You two had barely talked and it felt as though he was ignoring you.
You tried to shrug it off but it started to bother you more after you asked and the others had no idea why he's like this. If he couldn't confide with anyone then it was something serious or extremely private for him.
You thought about it harder. Where had the the annoyed huffs and eye-rolls at dinner come from? The empty conversations, blank stares, and mumbling from under his breath, where was this all coming from?
You first thought this was him showing he was angry at you for whatever reason, but it started coming in patterns. Only in certain situations which involved Park Jimin. You felt dumb for just now piecing together what was wrong.
You left him alone for awhile before going into his room right before bed. You pushed the door open, walking over to the edge of the bed and sitting down.
"I'm sorry" you stated.
Namjoon glared but said nothing.
"You're scary when you're jealous" you told him casually, "and even though it's dumb for you to be, I get it."
Namjoon sighed and sunk in his bed feeling defeated.
"I'm sorry that I wasn't more aware of how my actions were effecting you. I didn't intend for you to get jealous or hurt you. I love you and I appreciate you and no one could ever replace you. Know that. Know that you are first in my life." You said with bluntness.
"I know that you love me and I'm sorry for not saying anything, it was stupid of me to be jealous" Namjoon said reverently.
"What can I do to make it up to you?
"Fall asleep with me. I've missed you."
You practically pounced on him when you said that. You had missed the warmth of his arms.
"Promise me that you'll tell me next time. "
"I promise lovely" he responds kissing your head.
You smiled at the name, hiding your face in his chest. It felt nice to fall asleep with him again, and to fall asleep with a clear mind.
(A/n): hi lovelies! It's been.. a bit but here ya go! I'm sorry that it took so long. I've had a lot going on so forgive me. Anyway I've hoped you enjoy it
