With all the activities you were in and the two jobs that you were juggling, you were more overwhelmed. Not only this, there was tension in the house that you shared with your boyfriend, Yoongi. It felt as though at any moment, you break. Which is what exactly happened when you walked into the house.
"When are you going to get a car rather than walking to work?"
"I don't know," your voice cracked, "I have two jobs and still I can't afford the things I need, how do expect me to buy a car?" You asked defensively.
"Figure it out, it's not my problem." He spat.
"How the hell can I do that!" You said finally breaking.
You began to cry and hyperventilate, the world crashing down around you. You couldn't stop, you abruptly sat in the chair next you and began to cry harder as you pulled at your hair.
"Are you really trying to guilt me right now? Cause it's not working!" He'd say as you'd wiped the tears off your face. His face would drop , still confused as to if you were genuinely crying, or if you were just trying to make him feel bad.
"This isn't funny," he'd say.
"I'm not laughing, you asshole!" You yelled at him, feeling your voice crack and your body tremble. He'd immediately feel his chest hurt, because of how broken you were at that moment.
He still didn't let up his defensive act.
"Don't call me an asshole. You know what, fuck you." He shouted.
Your breathing became more unsteady when he said that, afraid of him storming out and leaving you.
"P-please do-don't leave..." you'd whispered shakily.
"What?" He ask confused.
You'd tried to speak but it came out in indecipherable stutters.
"Shhh, I'm sorry." He'd say, realizing that your tears were real and that you beyond scared.
You just shook your head and tried to get up, but you found yourself too weak to move.
"Leave me alone please.." you said in a raspy voice.
He shook his head and sat on the floor holding your hand, trying to calm you.
"Baby, I'm not going to leave," he whispered, gently kissing the top of your hand.
You sobbed harder thinking about it.
"But..but.."
"Stop. I should've been more considerate of everything. I'm sorry I yelled and cursed at you."
You squeezed his hand and hiccuped.
"I love you so much baby, I promise I'm not leaving anytime soon." He continued to say as he tried to calm you.
You looked at him and his heart broke even more seeing your puffy eyes and blotchy face. He got up and kissed all over your face regretting making you cry.
"I love you more than anything, " he'd repeat until he was sure that you believed him.
You guys hate when this happens, so you both talked more after you had calmed, making compromises so this wouldn't end up happening again. If it did, you both were prepared to do something before it escalated.
