Namjoon was a little shocked and was completely silent as you cried. He doesn't know what to do, even though it was his yelling that brought you to tears in the first place.
"I—look," he began, clearing his throat. "I'm sorry? I...I don't know. I'm just really sorry, okay?" He said in broken pieces, not being able to look you in the eye. This always happens and every time, he hated himself a little more.
You wiped your eyes and looked up at him. You immediately saw the the look of regret on his face and pain in his eyes. You let a shaky sigh escape your lips and said what you do every time a fight happens.
"It's alright. Let's just forget this fight ever even happened."
Namjoon still felt guilty almost like he could've done more, yet he just nodded and responded with , "Fine, okay."
Both of you of went to bed feeling like the life was drained from you. It was more than just feeling empty. You both felt like every time a fight happened, there was a bigger void left, and that your relationship was becoming a waste of time.
He turned and faced you that night after many restless hours.
"How can I make this better?" He would ask, desperate to make everything work.
"I don't know," you would respond back numbly.
"What can I do better for you, how will this be easier for you?" He continued to ask, pushing for an answer.
Sighing, you would respond with "Stop losing your temper so much and thing about what you say."
He knew that that was an easy request, but he also knew that it would be hard to fulfill. Lately, instead of his usual slow-to-anger personality, he would lose it at the smallest thing. Neither of you knew why and it began to take a colossal toll on your relationship.
He closed his eyes and answered with quiet words, "As long as you can be patient with me, I will do my best for you and to not anger so quickly. I'm going to try my hardest I promise."
Though it was a bad night, of many, you still loved him with all you had. You nodded back sleepily and shifted closer to him. He wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead, "I love you."
"You know that I love you too handsome," you say before falling asleep in his arms.
