Jimin jolted awake upon hearing his alarm. He rubbed his exhausted eyes and fought with himself to get up. He didn't want to anymore because he was waking up to a nightmare everyday.
He dreams would have seem sweet before, but now they taunt him. Dreams about Yoongi. Simple ones of domestic situations. Dreams of things that will never be anymore.
As Jimin walks to the bathroom he recalls the events from nearly a week ago, it's been a daily routine. The words and heartbreak. The fight. He recalls all of his mistakes of the last 2 months. He looks in the mirror at his bloodshot whites and purple under eyes. He's broken too. He broke Yoongi, but he's broken too. All Jimin wants is the chance to show Yoongi that he can be positive, respectful, healing and a light. But the only chance he gets is another to battle the demons. To fight the taunting dreams. To fight his mind from wandering to the future that no longer exist with the man he loves.
His days are filled with constant reminders of Yoongi. Every detail and phrase and action can put Jimin on the Yoongi thought train.
Despite all the harsh words and hope-sucking paragraphs from Yoongi, Jimin still believes that he deserves Yoongi. He believes he can be good for Yoongi because he knows those 2 months weren't him. He knows he can be a light instead taking it all selfishly, he knows that he can make Yoongi glow brighter than any star in our universe.
Jimin is holding onto a dream. Jimin is holding on by a strand. That strand is Min Yoongi and that will never change.
