You and Namjoon had been fighting more and more lately, and the more you fought the worse it got. Everything was piling up, the blacks outs and not remembering things. Even though you both wanted things to get better, neither of you were making attempts to find a solution. The place you were in was not good and unfortunately, one day the tension built up to the point where you both snapped.
It started out with a simple, civil conversation that made you think that things are going to finally work out. That was before the words left his lips. "Why can't you just be normal."
It was like you had just gotten a slap to the face. You sat next to him red-faced with anger and embarrassment. You both sat in silence for awhile, before all the anger pent up and you exploded. You stood up, with angry tears spilling down your face as you scream as loud at you could at him. Profanities. Hateful words. He didn't take any of it, but instead did the same.
Namjoon was scary when yelling at you. His voice managed to get deeper and his eyes became very dark. He stood up while yelling at you and paced back and forth in your shared bedroom. That's when he suddenly began making way towards you. He stopped immediately at the foot of the bed when he saw you start to back away with you instantly hitting the headboard of the bed.
"Did you just-" he stopped as you started sobbing.
"You-you were going to hit me and- and I.." you looked down in shame.
"I would never." Namjoon shook his head and he slowly made his way towards you, sitting on the edge of the bed, cautious not to scare you more. "I want you to feel safe when you're with me. Even when we're fighting. I want you to know I would never hurt you." He looked at you sincerely.
You sniffed before saying "I shouldn't of exploded like that."
He shook his head and started apologize. Apologizing for what he said and the way he acted. Things weren't sound even at that, so you both decided to give each other space for a few days until everything was calmed. After the few days were over the situation that happened before was forgotten for the sake of you both. Things started to look a little better.
