Grabbing your phone, you sit on your bed smiling and happy. It's been a few weeks since you've been able to talk to your boyfriend due to your job and him always being busy; luckily, you both found some time to be able to talk to him tonight. Extremely excited, you call him with the sound of the call tone filling the room until he picks up several seconds later.
"Hello love" you smile at him.
Your smile falters as you see him sigh.
"Babe.. now isn't a good time. I'm exhausted and I don't want to talk. Call me tomorrow" he says as he lays back rubbing his face.
"You've been saying that for the past 2 weeks now Yoongi. I know what you're doing is important to you and you put your heart into it, but what about me? Us? This relationship is important too you know" you scold obviously annoyed and frustrated.
He grits his teeth. "I never said you weren't or our relationship. Quit starting a fight. I'm tired leave me alone."
"Fine I just won't bother you anymore. Have fun" you go to end the call but you hear yoongi say something.
"What's that suppose to mean? You know I've been and you know it's exhausting. What's so hard for you to understand!?" He asks raising his voice slightly.
It's not that he's mad, but rather hurt, scared. He doesn't want you to leave and he's scared you will due to your guy's situations. He just wants someone to stay and love him despite his 'bad' nature.
"Just go to sleep. I don't want to argue with you." You say bitterly.
"How is it my fault? You're the one traveling. You're the one in a different time zone where the time is always an inconvenience. I don't have control over that and I can't call you anytime you want me to!" He yells annoyed.
"I never once implied or said it was. Go to bed and stop making this worse. We don't need to be fighting. Go to sleep and just stop. Talk when you're not tired for one." You say pulling at your hair frustratedly.
"Stop putting this on me. I'm not the one who started this. Just leave." He says as his lip quivers.
You were going to hang up but you still had one thing to say. "I'm tired too. For different reasons. I'm tired of being so far away. I'm tired of never seeing or even hearing you. I'm tired of fighting when we do. I understand you're just as busy and hard working but would it hurt to send an occasional text? I feel abandoned. I'm just sick of the distance" You say drained.
With that you end the call and leave a shocked Yoongi on the other end.
(A/N): I wanted to write something less fluffy
