All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 12

Turns out Shawn did kiss Rebecca and he did go along with it. I put my phone down and take a moment for it to sink in, Shawn kissed another girl, Shawn kissed another girl, Shawn kissed another girl, Shawn kissed another girl. I get up from my bed and look out of my window that looks over into Shawn's bedroom and he's still asleep, he must of have to calling me.
Missed calls:
Shawn: 25 calls
Grayson: 10 calls
Lily: 15 calls
Tom: 3 calls
I sat back down on my bed and thought about everything. I should never of gone to that party, Cheryl wanted this, she wanted to tear me and Shawn apart she doesn't want us together. We should never of gone.
"Oh great you're finally awake" My mum says as she stands slightly in my room. "You okay?" She asks. "I'm fine" I sat with a fake smile. She smiles and then walks away and goes back downstairs. I lay back down in my bed and stare at the ceiling as a tear rolls down my cheek.
A few hours pass and I hear my door bell ring and no ones home so I get up and go downstairs and open the door. It's Shawn.
We both stare at each other for a few seconds.
"I'm not going to ask what you did with Rebecca last night at Cheryl's" I say. I look up at Shawn and he looks more relaxed and less tense. "I'm sorry, I was drunk.." "I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear the excuses I just don't because I know, I know we can move past this" I say even though I struggle to as I'm fighting back my tears and Shawn clearly notices as he hugs me. "I'm sorry" he says. "I love you" he adds. I don't say it back.