All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 13

Shawn didn't come in he went home, I told him too. It still feels odd because I feel like a piece of my love for him has gone, I don't trust him anymore.
Sunday.
It's Sunday morning and I'm in the kitchen about to leave to meet Lily to go shopping for prom dresses. Lily soon arrives at my house and we get the bus to the shopping mall. "So I take it you're still going prom?" Lily asks as we look at the prom dresses. "Of course, why wouldn't I?" I reply. "Oh, it's only because of what happened with you and Shawn at Cheryl's" Lily says a little shyly. "Yeah I suppose that's" I pause as I try to think about how to word what I'm trying to say. "Ruined the vibe?" I say, "I'm not really sure how to explain it" I add. "But he apologised and it does feel weird as me and Shawn have never argued before not even a petty argument over something stupid, it's always been great" I say. "Do you think you and Shawn will sort it out?" Lily asks. "I'm not sure" I reply. "But either way I'm going prom" I say smiling.
I pick out a prom dress that is blush pink V- neck dress that flows to the floor, from the waist up flower patterns are seen that have small diamonds on.
"It's beautiful!" Lily said as she looked at it. "Thanks" I reply, I wasn't in the best mood, I just want to go home.
I eventually go home and I just sit in my room and contemplate everything, should I even go back to Shawn? Shawn kissed another girl, that isn't loyal that isn't a relationship that's betrayal. That's cheating. However I love him and I can't let go of him, I just can't. I can't handle the thought of him with someone else.