All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 54

Monday.
Last week of school until summer break and I'm ready to have a break from school. I walk into school with Shawn and it feels normal again. We walk pass Cheryl and she gives me the dirtiest look ever but it's chill, I don't care I'd rather spend more time focusing on the people that I care about rather than focusing on the people I don't like as that's the easiest way to an unhappy life and I don't want to live my life like that.
"Ahh I'm so happy! It's like we're all back to normal again!!" Lily says happily as we sit down at a table together. Straight away I look over at Grayson and he's smiling too, but is he actually okay with everything? I need to talk to him. "So you guys spent Saturday night together??" Lily asked smiling and me and Shawn looked at each other. "You did! Omg so I'm guessing you guys.. had fun?" She asks with a smirk and I can feel my face heating up. "Yep" I say smiling as I lean in and kiss Shawn. Grayson. That's all I think about, god I'm being a bitch. I pull away and I lie and say I have to go to the bathroom. I look at Grayson and insinuate him to follow me and he does. "I'm sorry" I say super sad. "Sorry for what?" Grayson asks with a caring tone. "For being like that with Shawn in front of you, I wouldn't want to be you in that situation so you probably don't like it" I say probably talking too fast. "Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah slow down it's okay, it's okay I promise you, I'm fine with you and Shawn, you're meant to be together I didn't think we'd last" Grayson explains and I'm surprised he's this understanding. "W-what?" I ask slightly confused. "I knew you liked Shawn the whole time, I was just a distraction and I was fine with that and besides I'm happy for you and Shawn, I really am" he says and I believe him and I'm shocked. It's not what I thought, I thought he'd be all mad and start shouting at me but instead he's being cool and I love that. "Thank you Gray I can't thank you enough for being cool with me and Shawn" I say as I hug him and I feel a lot better. I'm glad I'm not loosing Grayson as a friend.