"No I don't wanna think about you right now, now I'm not really one for drinking songs but, fuck it here it comes, h- heartbreak is annoying and-" I can't finish it, I can't finish this song. "It sounds good" I hear someone say behind me and I jump but I relax when I see it's Grayson. Why is he here ?
"Oh no it's just, it's not a song, it's just emotions" I say standing up and feeling a tad awkward. "I see you're not feeling any better?" He asks. "No, I- I just feel sad" I say as I walk over to him and he hugs me. "I think you need a day out, you've been stuck here in your room all day" Grayson says. "What?" I ask confused as I see his motorbike helmet. "Wanna go for a ride?" He asks. "You're crazy" I say. "No I'm helping you, trust me you'll feel alive after" he says smiling. "It's raining" I say looking outside. "So? Put on a jacket and I'll buy you a hot chocolate after, deal?" He asks, after a few moments I reply. "Deal" I say as I get ready and leave with him.
I sit on the back of the motorcycle and I look up at Shawn's window and I see him looking out, I look for a few seconds and then I wrap my arms around Grayson's hips and drive off. Shawn did this to himself and he has no one else to blame.
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Credit to Julia Michaels for her song "don't wanna think"
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
FanfictionOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder
