Grayson was right, I did feel better after and the hot chocolate was amazing. "Thanks for today" I say as we walk from his to mine, which isn't far. "It's fine, are you sure i shouldn't just drive you back or something?" He asks. "No it's fine, I'd rather walk, you know? have an actual conversation with you than being on the back of a motorcycle and not being able to hear you" I say as I take a sip from my hot chocolate. "Understandable" He reply's smiling. We both finish our drinks and put them in a bin and keep walking. "So why did you and Shawn break up" he asks. "I don't wanna talk about it, I just want to forget about it" I say back. "Yeah sorry I shouldn't of mentioned it" he says and I don't reply we just walk in silence as our hands brush against each other. I feel one of his fingers touch mine and then I do the same back, our hands slowly intertwine.
SHAWNS POV:
I can't believe her, I thought it was just a break? But now she's holding hands with Grayson. I know it must sound creepy that I'm always watching her but I'm not, my window facing her bedroom, I closed my curtains, i can't stand to look at her, it breaks my heart. Instead I've been sitting at my other window which looks on to my street and I happened to see Grayson and Vi holding hands. You know I never knew Believed people when they said how painful it was to have your heartbroken until it was me, in my room alone thinking of all our memories together.
Monday.
I woke up late. I didn't care though, I don't really want to go a school I don't think I can face going in and seeing her an especially Grayson, I don't think your best friend should be hanging out with your ex. Luckily Vi has already left her house so I won't walk into her.
I reluctantly grab my bag and leave my house after getting ready.
I arrive at school to see Mrs Jill, who is the worst teacher ever, she's super strict and hates children which is kinda ironic.
"Shawn, why are you late?!" She asks with an angry tone. "I'm sorry I just over slept" I reply tiredly. "That isn't good enough, detention tomorrow". She says with a smirk, this must give her joy. "Thanks Mrs" I say annoyed as I walk away to my first lesson.
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
FanfictionOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder