We both leave the kitchen and join everyone in the living room. "Sorry about that" I say smiling as I tuck a piece of my hair behind my ear and sit down next to Grayson and he puts his arm round me. We all just sit around and all talk and have a good time just like the old days. However I can't stop thinking about what Lily said: "Let me think, you want him him here because you still like him and want to try and get back with him" is that true? I look over at him and he's smiling and laughing and being himself. This isn't what I want. It's starting to get late and Tom soon leaves and Hannah and Lily too. Now it's just me, Grayson and Shawn. "I think I'm going to go" Grayson says as he gets up. "What, I mean okay uh your jacket is upstairs I'll get it" I say. "I'll come with you" Grayson says which is great, it gives me a chance to talk to him. We walk into my room and the moonlight is seeping in through my window and my light is dim. "Can we talk?" I ask as I lean on my wall.
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
ФанфикOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder
