Shawn looks at me and his eyes are dull and tired looking. His lips part as if he's going to say something but he doesn't, he looks away as he closes his locker and walks away. "You look surprised" Lily says as she stands where Shawn stood. "A bit, I thought he would of at least say hey" I say and Lily looks like a flame of anger just engined inside of her as she turns away and walks the same way as Shawn did.
SHAWNS POV:
"Who does she fucking think she is?? I'm not just going to say hey like some idiot" I say full of anger. "Shawn calm down" Lily says as she joins me in the boys bathroom. "No! Why should I? She's acting like she didn't just break my heart, I know I cheated and I shouldn't of done that and I was being selfish and a jerk but I apologised am I agreed to go on a break to make her feel better but who does she turn too? My best mate!" I yelled without a care in the world if anyone heard me. "She broke my heart and crushed it right in front of me, it's torture seeing her everyday and each day I see her she looks happier and happier and it kills me I'm not the one to make her happy anymore, I'm not the reason she's smiling anymore" I say as a tear falls down my cheek. "I'm still in love with her" I admit. A flame of anger comes rushing through me as I picture her and Grayson and I smash the mirror. "Shawn, calm down!" Lily yells as she grabs me. "Smashing stuff and getting angry won't change what's already happened" She says as she's looks at me dead in the eye. "Calm down" she repeats quietly. I leave and my hand is bleeding but I don't care, I head straight to the gym, that's where Grayson is.
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
FanfictionOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder
