All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 49

"I get it" he says. "W-what are you talking about?" I ask confused. "You and Shawn" He says as he puts on his jacket on. I look at him confused as for what he means. "You like him still which is understandable" he says and I believe him, I do. I walk over to him and we hug. "Gray-" "it's okay Violet, it really his" He says with a smile which makes me feel better. I lean in and peck him on the lips and we pull away. "I'm sorry" I say and he just smiles. "Don't be" He says as he puts his arm round me as we both walk to my door. We both walk down stairs and Shawn is sitting there on his phone. "Bye Gray" He says and Grayson says bye soon. "I should head of too" he says. "No, stay a bit" I say, "wanna hang out upstairs?" I ask and Shawn nods and he follows me up. "Can we talk? About us?" I ask and Shawn looks surprised. "Me and Grayson just broke up" I say. Electric by Alina Baraz plays in the background, I love this song. Because of us" I add and Shawn looks surprised. "I shouldn't of dated Grayson, he was just a distraction from you because I was so hurt I put my feelings on to him when really it should of just been a break not a time for us to sleep with other people" I explain. "What I'm trying to say is, I love you" I say as I feel myself blushing. Shawn doesn't say anything for a moment and just walks towards me. "I love you too" he says as his face is inches away from my face. We both linger for a moment and take all this in. We slowly move in and out lips meet and it's slow, the kiss soon becomes heated. "I love you so much"He says in between kisses. We both pull away and rest our foreheads on each other and my eyes are closed but I can feel shawn's stare on me.