The bell rings and I make my way to my lesson and I think to myself, i miss him and it's only been a few days and I could get back with him but, I can't we need this break, we do.
I step into the classroom and take my seat and a few seconds later Shawn does. He looks at me with pure sadness, he then takes he seat and for the rest of the lesson he doesn't turn around and look at me like he did.
The lesson comes to an end Shawn gets up straight away and leaves.
A few days pass and Shawn gets worse each day, I don't think I've seen him smile once.
The sadness soon takes over my body and and I break down crying with Lily at my house.
"Hey, you okay?" Lily asks as she comes to my side.
"No I'm not I- I thought I want to be, I t-though I could be but it's too much, too f- fast" I say through my sobs. "You need to talk to him, okay? You need too! I can't see you both like this anymore! He does love you, he is legit miserable without you" Lily says.
Lily soon leaves and I look out of my window which looks into his and he is in bed. I sit down and look into his room as I cry to myself. Why did he do it?
I'm going to talk to him tomorrow, Lily is right I suppose.
The next day arrives (Saturday) and I call Grayson to come over, no offence to Lily but I need to be with someone else apart from her. I look out my window and I see Grayson get out his car and I run downstairs and run outside and I run over to him and hug him.
SHAWNS POV:
I look out my window and I see Violet run out her house and hug Grayson, my friend. She doesn't care anymore, I guess she's over it.
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
Fiksi PenggemarOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder