All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 39

Cheryl smirks at me and I notice that she has hickeys all down her neck and that's it. I can't just walk past her. I do. Don't rise. Don't rise. Don't rise. I don't and I keep walking and it feels good to not rise, makes me feel like I haven't fallen for her tricks. I keep thinking about Grayson and I keep thinking about only him and if it was just us.
It's last period and I keep my eyes fixed on the clock and finally it was the end of the day. My life could begin.
I didn't see Shawn all day, I avoided him in every possible day and it feels great, my first day free.
I make my way home and I quickly change my outfit to a crop top and shorts, I also put on red lipstick. I promptly leave my house and go straight to Alberts and I arrive and see Grayson outside looking handso-, no. "Hey" I say as I brush a strand of hair behind my ear. "Hey" He says in a husky tone, nearly irritable. No. We walk in and I look around and I notice Shawn eating food and he looks up and makes eye contact with me. His eyes then look at Grayson and he looks down. He made me feel like that, many many times. "Shall we leave?" Grayson whispers and I look at him and nod. We make our way to leave and I give Shawn one last look and he is still looking. I break the eye contact and leave.
"That was awkward" Grayson says. "Yeah a bit but who's fault is that?" I say back. Grayson looks at me and a small smile comes across his face even though I know a part of him feels bad. We make our way back to Grayson's and head up to his bed room. "I'm just going a toilet, won't be long" I say to him and I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror.