All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 42

I listen. I go downstairs and I go to hers. I run up her front stairs and ring the doorbell and soon she answers the door. "I love you" I say straight away. "I love you and I done a dumb thing that I shouldn't of done and I messed up and that cost me everything" I say and then I take a deep breath and so does she. But at that moment a burning question comes into mind. Who did she kiss? Who left those on her neck? "Who?" I say without thinking. "What?" She asks shocked and she shuts the door behind her. "Who did you kiss?" I ask desperately. "Doesn't matter" she reply's and instantly my mind thinks of one person. Grayson. "It was Grayson, wasn't it?" I say and her eyes look straight at the floor. "Yes" she admits quietly. It was like slow motion, like everything around me had come crashing down. "Did, did you sleep with him?" I hesitatingly ask. She doesn't answer straight away. "Did you sleep with him Violet" I repeat now wanting to know the answer more. "Yes" she says quietly and rage spreads through my body as I imagine the thought of them both making out and Grayson being all over her and doing the same things I'd do to her. I look away and I turn around and begin to walk away. "I'm sorry" She says. "But it's no different from you" She adds. "Well at least I didn't sleep with your best mate" I say back as I stand on the first step ready to walk away. "You know, none of this would of happened if you'd just listened to me! If you'd just listened the first time I'd tried to explain how sorry I was" I say to her. "Have fun with Grayson, I hope you're both happy together" and I leave. I don't say anything else.