I wake up in the arms of Shawn and instantly memories of last night come flooding back into my head and a smile too soon comes across my face and I feel so loved and so worshiped. I look at Shawn and he's still asleep and even now he's gorgeous, he's not even trying to look good, he has a natural beauty. I admire him and cuddle up more until I feel him move slightly, I look at him and he's awake. "morning" I say with a smile and he smiles too. "You okay?" He asks as he wraps his arms round me. "Never better" I reply and I know he can't see it but I'm smiling. "Shall I go make breakfast?" He asks. "No, I want to cuddle you a moment longer" I say as I nestle in more. Time passes and Shawn gets up, "you coming?" He asks as he puts on some tracksuit bottoms and I nod. Shawn doesn't go downstairs straight away he goes over to the huge window looking down onto the pond below and he looks angelic. The morning sun hitting his face with a gorgeous view of trees and ponds but with all that he looked better. He truly is my soulmate.
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Time went by and soon me and Shawn graduated from school. We have our ups and downs and briefly split up again a few years later due to his career but like always we got back together again. The promise ring on my finger was soon joined with an engagement ring and then a wedding ring. We moved and got our own new place and more time went by and soon I was pregnant. It was a surprise but it was a great one. I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Harvey. Me and Shawn loved him with all our heart and soon I was pregnant again but this time we weren't so lucky. At two months pregnant we lost him and it was and still is the worse day of our lives. We didn't loose hope though as we still wanted a second child and eventually we got our wish and were blessed with a baby girl. We still haven't named her yet but there's a few names we're thinking of. I still am in love with Shawn the same amount I was the first time I laid eyes on him and I'm grateful to have such an amazing man to call my husband.
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All I want | Shawn Mendes
FanfictionOne of the hardest decisions you'll face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder