All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 40

It isn't cheating. He done the same thing. He done the same thing. It isn't cheating.
I unlock the bathroom door and walk into Grayson's room and he's standing up leaning on the wall on his phone. I walk over to him and he looks up and smiles and his eyes travel to look at my lips and I look at his and it takes every bone in my body to not kiss them. I look at Grayson and he's looking at me dead in the eye and he looks at my lips. Instantly our lips meet each other's leading to an intimate make out of which was so fiery. We make our way to the bed without breaking the kiss and I can feel his arms wrap round my waist before we both fall on the the bed and the kiss continues and he slowly kisses my neck and my collarbone, biting and I know he's leaving marks. I think Hickeys are hot, it reminds me of the love and affection that I experienced rather than hate. I begin to pull at Grayson's top and he gets the message and takes of his top to reveal his gorgeous body which made me melt. Grayson begins kissing me again and takes of my top and my bra. We both look at each other and that 3 second act made me want him even more. We both established how wrong this eye just through our eye contact but we didn't care, we really didn't care. It changes and I am now on top and I begin leading and I place kisses on his neck and his torso making sure to leave marks, I'm claiming him.
A few hours pass and I'm cuddling with Grayson. His arm is round me and we're both naked and sweaty as we calm down. I look up at Grayson and his eyes are closed and I look up at the ceiling as I process what just happened. I slept with Grayson. I've been friends with Grayson for years, this is so weird. Do I regret it? No. The sex was mind blowing. I look up at Grayson and his eyes are open and is just looking at me. We both keep the eye contact until we smile and that smile slowly leads us laughing purely out of joy and happiness. I haven't felt that for a while.