All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 37

SHAWNS POV:
I really fucked up. I shouldn't of done that but it felt good though, a part of me enjoyed it and it felt as if I'd gotten back at her but I don't want to go that, u don't want to hurt her anymore than what I already have. She is the girl I fell in love with and I'm not sure I'm ready to let her go. The hours tick by and dawn is nearly here and I will then have to face another day where I see Vi. More and more thoughts come into my head and more and more arguments towards her surface in my head. How can she be mad at me for sleeping with Cheryl? I'm single, she doesn't even like her so why should that bother her? Also it's not that bad, it would of been worse if it was Lily as they're best friends and the funny thing is, she's probably crushing on Grayson who happens to be my best friend so that's worse than what I did.
VIOLETS POV:
It's time to move on with my life. My world isn't Shawn and he isn't my life. Move on and find someone else. My phone rings as I tie my hair up as I get ready for school. It's Grayson and I get butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. Why am I getting butterflies???? No. No. No. I answer and my voice is shaking. "Hey" I say. "Hey, you okay?" He asks softly. "Yeah I'm all good, me and Shawn are done for good, no more crying about him I'm done" I say with a smile as I look at myself. "I'm proud of you, by the way things are going I can't see Shawn talking to me" Grayson reply's. "look don't worry about it, I'll see you at school?" I say. "Yeah of course" he says back and I can picture his smile. Things aren't so bad after all I suppose...