All I want | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 22

VIOLETS POV:
"Okay so I need to talk to Shawn but I don't know what to say" I say nervously as we go into my room. "So you want to get back with him?" Grayson asks. I pause for a moment, not knowing what to say. "I love him and I want to, I want to try and sort things out" I say with hope. "I don't understand why you called me?" Grayson asks as he stands up. "I don't know, I- I just wanted to have someone with me, someone other than Lily" I explain and there's a moment of awkward silence. "Do you wanna stay here? I- I Uh, I'm going to talk to him" I say as I get up and leave. I slowly leave my house and walk to his, I nervously knock on his door as my heart beats heavily. Shawn answers and he looks distraught.
"Can we talk?" I ask and he motions me to come in and I walk up to his room. "I can't have us like this, we need to talk" I say. "Talk? Why now? You didn't care last week" Shawn snapped. "I was upset, i - " "Well now I'm upset, you've broken my heart, if you loved me, why'd you leave?" Shawn says as a tear falls down his swollen cheeks. "I left because you cheated on me" I yell back. "I needed time" I add. "Well So do I" Shawn says looking me in the eye. "I came over here to try and clear things up as all week you've looked like a piece of shit and I thought it was because of me but you're just doing it to yourself, i guess I was wrong, I shouldn't of come over here" I say. "Look, it isn't as easy as just coming over here apologising and just expecting me to forgive you" Shawn says as he looks down at the floor. "You forgive me? Is this a game for you?" Shawn says with disgust. "A game? That's what's you think? I'm playing you?" I ask back shocked at what he said. "Seems like it, you broke my heart too I know I fucked up and I apologised and you said no we need a break and now you come over here begging me to have you back, like I'm just going to obey after I see him!" Shawn snaps with anger in his voice and lire frustration. "Him?" I say back as it all sinks in. "Grayson?" I add surprised and Shawn looks up at him and nods. "He's here to comfort me" I say. "Yeah comfort you" Shawn says sarcastically. "You're truly pathetic" I say bitterly. "Fuck off" Shawn says with pure anger and I obey as a tear falls down my cheek. Bullshit this was.