My Rival
"We can't do this. Buong Pilipinas tutol sa 'tin. Pati pamilya mo ayaw sa 'kin. They can't afford to see you losing your career just because of me." I cried to him.
"It's not their choice to make. It's mine. That's why I'm choosing you. Just please... Keep fighting." He said with a tearful eyes.
Hindi ko na alam. I love him so much. I love him that I don't wanna see him losing his passion because of me, just because of a mere fan of him.
Hinawakan niya ang mga kamay ko. He caressed it using his fingers.
"I'm inlove with you. That's why I'm choosing to let go. If I will be the reason of your downfall, then I'd rather leave, Blue." Sabi ko sa kanya habang tumutulo ang mga luha sa aking mukha.
They say love is a sacrifice. That's why I'll sacrifice for him to have his normal life back.
Masakit. Sobrang sakit. Bakit kung kailan mahal na ako ng hinahangaan ko, ng pinapangarap ko tsaka pa tumutol ang buong mundo?
Why does it seems like the destiny is so hard for me, for us?
He cupped my cheeks and gave me soft kisses. Damn his kisses, I feel like I wanna change my decision.
"Please, Ash. How can I fight if I don't have someone to fight for?" He said. And there, I saw his tears falling slowly from his beautiful eyes. Ang mga matang ayokong makitang umiiyak.
Oh, my Blue is crying.
Kailangan kong magpakatatag.
Kailangan kong isipin kung bakit ko 'to ginagawa. Para 'to sa kanya. Para 'to sa lalaking hinangaan ko, pinangarap ko, at ngayon minamahal ko.
"Ako makakasira sa buhay mo, Blue."
And there I said that statement. Ang pinakamasakit na dahilan kung bakit ko siya iiwan. I'm the toxic in his life.
"You're my life." Sabi niya na para bang yun na ang huling paraan niya kung paano ako panatilihin.
Dapat sa panahon sinabi niya ang linyang ito, dapat magsaya ako eh. Dapat kiligin ako. Pero bakit dapat kong ipakita sa kanyang hindi ko nagustuhan? Bakit dapat ko pa siyang iwan?
"We need to let go. I can't fight,
anymore. I'm inlove with you, my bias yet my rival."
Author's Note:
To all the kpoppers out there, let's all relate to the story of Ash. It's free to dream about our bias even though they don't know we're existing.
Hope you enjoy my first story. Kamsahamnida!
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End This Rivalry (Completed)
FanficAsh Louise Tyler is a girl who has nothing but her dreams. Aside from her dreams, her bias made her took the audition for a girl group. Years of training, she didn't know that her idol is in love with her given that one disaster meeting they've had...
