I woke up when my alarm started blaring. I wasn't too late but I still had to reach the hospital a bit early today.I immediately freshened up and made breakfast. Normally I had 10-15 appointments scheduled everyday but today I only had 5-7 which meant I'd have free time today.
And free time meant that I could go to dinner with lalita and show him around the hospital.
Him
Dk
He was back. I was successful in forgetting yesterday's events till now but once again I was reminded of them. Yesterday was nothing less than a dream to me. But with happiness came back all the tears, pain, betrayal and heart break.
I had given into his request yesterday just for a closure. I needed to see him one last time so that I could move on freely. I gave him a chance in the past, I gave him a chance four years back, but not anymore.
I was done - with him, his eyes, his smile, his voice, his everything, I was just done with him. Now no more chances. Now there will be no more pain. I'll finally be happy.
Even if I'll remain Unloved, I'll at least be happy.
I smiled sadly thinking of this and made my way to the hospital. Within 20 minutes I reached the hospital.
"Sister, please give my schedule."
I said to the receptionist. She looked at me confused and then smiled apologetically. "I'm sorry Doctor, I'm new here"Ofcourse
"Um, Can I get your name? "She asked and I smiled.
"Absolutely, it's Dr.Radh-"
"Radhe"
I immediately turned around after I heard his voice and that name. He stood there smiling with his curly locks reaching till below his ears and a big smile plastered on his face.
"Do you need anything? " I asked formally. One part of me feared that he would embarrass me by mentioning yesterday's events and how I lost control.
But the other part of me, which knew him since centuries, told me that he wouldn't steep so low.
My Krishna won't do that."Yes, actually. I needed your assistance. Yesterday I didn't get any chance to interact with you. So... Today? " He said and I took a breath of relief.
"I am sorry Dr, but there is no Dr.Radhe in the register." the receptionist's voice came from behind and I immediately averted my attention to her.
"That's because, it's not my name. Please don't listen to anybody else when something is regarding me. It's Dr.Radhika. "
I said and gave her small smile. She immediately printed the schedule and gave it to me.I turned around and saw that he was still standing there. His hands behind his back and a smile still on his face. Intentionally or unintentionally his this stance was reminding me of all those times when he had irritated me with his ever smiling face and I had scolded him because I didn't want to smile in front of him.
But not anymore.
I cleared my throat and tried to clear the blurriness from my eyes caused by the tears forming in them.
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|THE UNLOVED| ✔
SpiritualPublished : June, 2016 "I'll love you until I love you again" he whispered and I tried to hold him tightly. Or where, Radhika is a doctor deprived of love. Krishna, decides to treat her. A Fiction based on Radhekrishna with some real parts of the...