|THE UNLOVED| ✔

In Your Eyes

Unfortunately I was out of painkiller and so I decided to take it from my floor mate. I immediately wrapped a scarf around my shoulders and went to my neighbor.

Finally after long minutes I got the medicine and went to my room. But the sight there somehow made my steps pause.

The ever so active Dk was sleeping there, curled up on the bed with his hair disheveled and lips slightly apart. Muffled murmurs were erupting out of his mouth. Maybe he was seeing a dream. Though there was no trace of lines on his forehead, neither were his eyebrows furrowed signaling that it wasn't any kind of bad dream.

A small, unknown smile made its way to my face seeing how adorable he looked.

I quietly kept the medicine on the table and then tip toed to his side and pulled the covers over him and he immediately snuggled in them. I switched off the lights thinking of avoiding staying in front of him anymore fearing that I might get diabetes by how sweet the sight actually was.

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Few hours had passed by and it was evening already. I somehow  found myself sleeping on the couch. But as soon as I fully awoke, I remembered that I had someone else staying in my room and therefore I got up and peeked my head inside my room.

He was still laying peacefully there but the covers had shifted off him. I tip toed once again and spread the covers over him gently tugging them under his chin.

A strong urge to ruffle his hairs grew inside me but obviously I didn't act upon it knowing that I thought anything and everything at the most inappropriate times.

Disappointed from my self I made my way towards the door but a sudden grip on my wrist stopped me, successfully emitting a gasp from my mouth and giving a mini heart attack.

With wide eyes I turned around and found a pair of golden brown eyes staring back at me. But this time it wasn't the color of his eyes, or the intensity of his eyes that made me stare at them in awe, but It was the person inside his eyes.

It was me in his eyes.

No, it wasn't my reflection, it wasn't this me, but it was me in his eyes.

It was the same girl I saw everyday in my dreams. It was the same face, with the same eyes and same smile. It was the same me. It was the same girl who listened to the flute in my dreams, It was the same girl who danced around giggling to her friend and her lover. It was the same girl who's ring I had on my finger. It... It was the same me.

Goosebumps ran across my skin, not from the fear but from fondness. That girl looked so beautiful in his eyes, I looked so beautiful in his eyes.

Today I truly experienced, what its like to drown in someone's eyes. Even if it is so wrong, even if your conscience is telling you to look away, even when your mind is messaging you that you're cheating to your God, even when you want to look away but you just can't.

This is how you drown in someone's eyes.

"Radhe" I heard a raspy voice calling my name and I focused on his face now. He had a smile on his face but underneath that, he was wincing.

"What are you looking at Radhe?" He asked but I didn't know the answer to it. What was I looking at, nothing. I was simply trying to save myself from drowning in his eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like I'm G-"

"God" I finished the sentence for him shocking myself and him simultaneously. "Y-yeah" he said and his voice cracked.

I looked down unable to see him in the eyes. My gaze fell on my wrist which was still in his hand and he immediately left it. But for the first time I didn't want him to leave it. But this was all wrong, I knew. This shouldn't have been happening.

The creak of the bed indicated that now he was standing in front of me. I didn't look up at him. I just couldn't.

I felt tears pooling in my eyes but I couldn't let them fall, not in front of him and so I gathered up my voice from the back of my throat and tried to say something statemented.

"Y-you're weird."

Yes, I ended up saying this. I internally facepalmed myself and a lone tear rolled down my Cheeks not able to hold its place inside my eyes.

"You're really weird." I said a bit more loudly this time to which I heard a loud chuckle from front of me.

I looked up at him and saw him laughing while holding his Cheek so the bandage doesn't opens up. A small, unknown giggle escaped my mouth too at the sight.

"Oh Radhe. You don't have to remind me that. I know I'm weird" he said and put his arm around my shoulders still laughing. I knew he had to walk out and so I supported his waist with my arm and his laugh faltered in between. But then he looked down at me and laughed again slightly wincing as he started to walk.

"Come Radhe, let's make your guest some dinner. " He said and made his way to my kitchen with me holding him from besides

A/N : Read if you want -

So I somehow, without any loss, experienced that our life keeps on changing every second. If we keep preserving something for future, then there might come a day when there is no future. No today, no tomorrow, no days afterwards. That's why we should live in the moment. Conserving things, other than natural resources of course, for our future gives us nothing but stress.

I have therefore decided that my one treasured possession that is, this story, will not be preserved for future. This story will be updated frequently, approximately 2 updates a week.

The above thought is not just concerning this story but every other thing that you can think of. Also this wasn't some dramatic Author's Note but just a thought which I wanted to share with you.

Jai Sri Radhekrishna ❤