12/10/18

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It's currently 3am and yet again my brain is keeping me awake. I think I'm just gonna give up on trying to get to sleep and make breakfast.

My thoughts are like the end credits of a movie. You know when the credits scroll up so fast you can't read them? Yeah, that's my brain right now. They're going so fast I can't process them. Even talking becomes a task. Everytime I go to say something the thought disappears and I'm left stuttering trying to remember what I was saying.

What's the point anymore?
I'm a failure at everything anyway.

I need a new brain. Remove the one I have and replace it with one that actually works. I don't want my messed up, broken brain anymore.  I'm stuck with it though and I question whether it can be repaired.

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