If my Father hadn't of left us everything would have been different. If he and my Mother had stayed together I would never of had to become my Mother's carer or raise my ungrateful sister. I wouldn't have moved schools, so all my friendships would be different. No Georgina, no dance scholarship or anyone introducing me to the band Gorillaz. Maybe I never end up going to the Secondary School I attended and wasting three years with Luke. My Mother would have never have got remarried, so I would have never met or moved in with my Step Father, so no abuse from him. If none of that happened maybe I don't get depressed or BPD or attempt suicide or end up in hospital for three months or move to my flat.
I'd be a completely different person.
I could have had everything I want so badly. I want to be that person from that timeline. However I will never get that because for some reason my Father decided to walk out. I'm not even gonna get to know why he left because my parents are liars.
I HATE THEM.
I HATE WHAT THEY MADE ME.
I HATE MYSELF.
I WANT TO DIE.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Historia Corta•This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
