I literally can't see the positive in anything anymore. I used to be the person who gave others great advice, fix relationships, be optimistic and someone who could see the good in anything. However I could never and still can't take my own advice. My relationships are a mess, when ever I try and be optimistic reality takes over and I've convinced myself there is no good. Sure I can be that person for other people but who is there to do it for me? No one, absolutely no one.
I've always been so aware that I'm not like anyone else. I've always been different, there has always been something that makes me stick out from the crowd. Sometimes I like that, it's good to be unique and individual. There are also times I don't like it, when I'm sick of being the odd one out, being stared at or hated. Sometimes I just want to be like everyone else, I miss being Emily for that reason. Emily blended in, there was nothing special about her and no one noticed her. But Emily wasn't real. I feel like I'm missing something. Most people don't want to kill themselves, I just haven't worked out why.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Short Story•This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
