My Journey To Normality (Part 2)

16/3/19

Jade:

Hello everyone, Robin isn't here right now instead you've got me for company. I won't be here for long, I just wanted to come out and play for a little bit.

I'm gonna have some fun this week. I won't tell you about it just yet, that would ruin the surprise. Maybe I'll tell you about it afterwards. For too long they've suppressed me and trapped me and stopped me from being me. This time I get to do what I want and no one is gonna stop me.

I'm doing them all a favour. They want the people that hurt them to hurt and I want to hurt people. It's a win win situation. I don't care who gets hurt, as long as I'm to one to do it. Robin thinks by killing themselves they'll stop me and they're right; however Robin is too much of a coward to actually go through with it and at the end of the day I'm still causing someone to be hurt. So I win anyway.

They've always been scared of me. They're right to be scared of me. Robin what's this though and that's what scares them the most.

You better say your goodbyes to Robin soon. They won't be here very soon. Either they'll be brave enough to stop me or they'll end up paying the price for my actions. Poor innocent Robin. They're so broken, but always fighting for what's right, fighting for their sister. They tried so hard to keep everyone safe, but no one cares enough to keep them safe. Now they'll end up dead or being punished for a crime they didn't commit. They really did draw the short straw in life.

Robin:

I'm trying!! I'm fighting!! But I can't do it. I'm exhausted trying to push her out, keep control and prevent her from harming anyone. While I'm using all my energy she doesn't even have to try before she's gained complete control again. She knows she's stronger. I can only hope to use her own motives against her.

I need to kill myself to satisfy her.