I don't know why I even give people a chance. I shouldn't trust anyone because they will always let you down. The friend I was meant to meet up with last Saturday cancelled on me again and this time she doesn't ever want to meet up. I know why she's decided this and it's because I tried to kill myself on Saturday. She realised she couldn't handle having a friend like me. I asked her when we first got back in touch if she was ready to be in a friendship with someone as messed up as I am, she said she was. She said she was ready and wanted to support me and that she was always gonna be there for me. What a fraud. I should have listened to Mandy's distrust of her and stayed away.
She kept saying she wasn't trained to help me...? You don't need to be trained to be a good friend or have dinner with me. I never asked her to be my counsellor, I already have one of those. You don't need to be a trained professional in Psychology to hang out with me. It's stupid and makes absolutely no sense.
Not that any of this matters. I'm gonna be dead soon anyway.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Short Story•This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
