I completely forgot about my appointment with the Primary Care Team, not that I was gonna go anyway. It's another psychological assessment with the same team as last time. I was referred back to them for a second opinion because the Crisis team don't think that the other team I was referred to will be enough to help me. I honestly don't see the point in going, they've already messed up twice and that's just the last few months. I've been back and forth with all these different teams since August 2017 and I've made no progress. I just don't want to be a part of this process anymore because I don't see a reason for it. No one is going to help me and my only way out is death.
I know that this whole Saturday suicide ritual thing is an obsession and the five steps are the compulsions but I can't stop them and I don't think I want to.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Short Story•This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
