Honestly I give up with people and I give up trying to understand why they do what they do. I've had my Instagram and WattPad for a while now and they're both kept open. I do that so people can see what I write without having to follow me and because I don't care who sees it. In the past if someone I knew happened across my page I'd block them, now though I don't because I have nothing to hide. It's okay to struggle and have mental illness, that's not something I want to be ashamed about. There are some people that abuse that though. There are people who used to be in my life and for whatever reason they aren't anymore. When you decide to not be a part of my life then you also don't have the right to stalk and spy on me using that account. You're taking advantage of something that is meant to help me and hopefully others. I honestly don't care if it's because you're worried about me, you can ring me or text or something. Going behind my back, betraying my trust and lying to me is not the way to go about seeing if I'm okay.
The good news is I hopefully now know about all the secret accounts being used to watch me and if there are more then hopefully people come to their senses and be honest. This isn't the first time it's happened but I hope it's the last. The person in question this time has agreed to stop, they think because I'm in hospital I'm getting help. That thought is almost laughable, these places don't help. When you're in hospital, even general hospital, you just stay untill you say you're okay or they say you're okay. Monday I've requested to see the doctor so I can discharge myself and go home. I have a few things that I need to sort out first and then I'm gonna kill myself. This time though no one is gonna call the emergency services, not till my body is found anyway.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Short Story•This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
