Let's Play The Game Of Chance

Chapter 14: Healing

Seulgi pov:

I never expected to be more than friends with Kai as I didn't want to spoil our friendship due to my feelings. But when he asked me to be his girlfriend I was really happy and I wanted him to be prepared for its consequences at the same time. I thought that I was ready to accept any outcome of it if he's ready to face them with me but I guess it's not that simple.

As hot tears flow from my eyes I move towards the terrace to have some time alone. I sit on the edge of the pool as I place my legs in the water.

Where are these tears coming from?

I shouldn't be crying!

"Annyoung Seulgi or should I say noona?", I hear a voice next to me.

"Jimin.. what are you doing here?", I ask as I wipe my tears and smile.

"I don't think you had breakfast yet. Please join me", he says as he gives me a box with kimbap, egg rolls and sits next to me.

"The water is too cold", he says as he laughs.

"But I'm not really hungry", I say as I hesitate to eat.

"Jimin made it with his own hands. He will feel bad if you don't have it", he says as he pouts his lips. I just can't help but smile at him.

How is he so cute?

"Aww.. all right. Thank you so much", I say as I laugh and take the chopsticks from him.

"How did you know that I'm here?", I ask as we both start eating.

Did he see me crying?

This is embarrassing!

"I saw you going upstairs after talking to Kai hyung. You seemed upset so I brought your breakfast here". I'm glad that he is not pointing out that he saw me crying.

"Aren't you going to talk about it?", I ask as I look at him with a confused expression.

"I don't want to trouble you but if you want to talk about it, I'm a good listener", he says as he smiles. I don't know why but I immediately start telling him about what happend between me and Kai.

"I'm an idiot right? I shouldn't have confessed in the first place", I say as I laugh bitterly.

"No you did the right thing Seu..noona. It's hard to have a stable relationship in our field and you made the right choice. It's better to face it before things go out of our hands", Jimin says as he smiles.

"Looks like you have a lot of experience with it", I say as I smile.

"Kind of. I was in love with my childhood friend at the time we debuted. We decided to silently keep our relationship going but it was hard for her to handle the attention and we had to end our four year relationship due to that", he says as sighs.

"I'm sorry. I didn't kn..", I say as I feel guilty for reminding him of those memories.

"It's okay. I'm over it now, we are still friends and she's getting married to someone else soon. It's just that it's hard to have a stable relationship in our career", Jimin says as he looks at me.

"It helped me realize that I need to hold on to my girl even if it's hard ", he says as he smiles.

"Well sounds like you found her"

"Who?"

"Your girl?"

"Yeah. I do like someone but it's a bit complicated as of now", he says as he laughs.