Love and Pain (Yoonmin Au)

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"The puzzles always incomplete. But one piece could make the puzzle a whole lot bigger."

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• Park Jimin's P.O.V •

~ Unknown amount of time later ~

I groaned, and rubbed my eyes trying to get the blurry vision away.

I felt something on my hand and I looked up to see Yoongi sitting right there, looking down at me.

"Finally awake. Thank goodness." Yoongi sighed

"...W-what happened..?" I asked

Yoongi was about to say something when someone walked in

"You were having an argument and accidentally hurt your child due to the amount of stress in the eomma at the moment. Mr. Park how are you feeling?" The doctor asked with a smile

"I..I feel fine.." I said

"That's very well. Mr. Park you and your fiancé here got very lucky. You had high levels of stress and it could've easily lead to a miscarriage. Fortunately, since you were aided right away there wasn't many difficulties. You and your baby just needed rest. However, you should not argue while pregnant. This conversation and situation could've easily been dearly emotionally painful if you weren't aided at the time you were. You have to take this soon to be bundle of joy with a lot of responsibility, no matter how young. Alright?" The doctor firmly said

I looked down "Yea..I understand..I'm sorry."

"No need to apologize Mr. Park. I'm just trying to look out for the best of you and your child." The doctor smiled and then turned to Yoongi

"And you. Mr. Min, also have a lot of responsibility as the Appa. Whenever your fiancé is stressed or angry calm him down, regardless of your temper because calming down your own temper and then your fiancé could be the difference between you losing or keeping the baby." She said

"I will for now." He said

"That's all for now, you should be having a bit more rest. In 10 more minutes you are allowed to go back to your room but you shouldn't be doing any parties right now." She smiled and walked out

Yoongi sighed and looked back at me.

"I think I owe you a lot of explanations." He said

I looked at him confused before I remembered.

"A couple years ago, when we were in highschool, I was a senior and you were a new freshman. I grew a liking to you. I did. I was obsessed at the time, it was a minor crush, and it was that for months. I noticed you. I noticed you walking to different places. But always one frequently alone. The schools garden. One day, out of curiosity, I followed you sometimes into the garden just to see what you were up to. I was surprised when I heard you singing, with an angelic voice, sometimes dancing gracefully. And that's when...That's when I fell hard for you. But I knew I couldn't have you yet. You were a freshman about to be a junior and I was about to be a senior and go to college in just two months, even if I ever had a chance with you. I would already be too late. I had friends who were also your friends, so before you ask, no. They were not your friends because of me. They were just because your a very lovable person Jimin. But, our friends were my friends since we were all little boys. Our parents were all..mafia involved. Some parents owned Mafia's, like Namjoon's and Kai's. Some parents were assassins for Mafia's, like Jungkook's and Jin's. And some parents were involved due to a crime, like Taehyung's and Hobi's. However, I was simply involved due to loss of hope, I had no family, you know what happened to them. I assumed my brother got the death sentence and was already dead. I had nothing, but Kai and his parents kept me in. Along with Namjoon, Jin, Hobi, Taehyung and Jungkook. I was involved in mafia work from there on out. I killed, murdered. Sometimes for my own amusement since most of my sanity was already gone, but also for serious situations, like people trying to hurt us or attempted to hurt one of us. I know it may not seem like it, but I care about all of us a lot. If anyone dares hurt a little hair on anyone's head, especially yours as you are you and carrying our child, I will rip them to shreds one way or another, no matter how long or no matter how tough it will be. I will do what I have to do for any of us. And they would do the same for me and you. Remember that. So before you say they were fake, I just want to tell you that they never were. They care about you like a brother. No matter what happens. Hell, they were so worried for you when you feel even though you were screaming at them not even a couple seconds ago." Yoongi said

I looked down, ashamed.

"I..I just-" I said to get cut off

"No. I know what you thought. Who to blame you anyway. But there's more to this story then this." He said

I looked at him, expecting him to continue, but he didn't.

"But. I think that should be left for another time." He said, looking away and placing his other hand that was not holding mine on my thigh over the blanket

"I shouldn't be frying your brain with this much information anyway seeing as you just woke up." He said and dryly chuckled

"I..no i-it's fine.." I said

He shook his head.

"I missed you. I really did." He said, leaning in and gently placing a kiss on my lips.

I looked into his eyes and only saw sincerity, he then looked down and leaned down to my stomach, using the hand that was once on my thigh to pull my shirt up to only expose my stomach which seemed a bit bigger, but before I could think further he gently placed a soft kiss onto my stomach before looking back up at me.

"I know you may not trust me, or anyone at the moment. But know..know that I love you. Forever." He said and looked back at my stomach

"See baby..your eomma is okay..and so are you. I keep my promise little one." He said, closing his eyes and gently laying on my stomach

And then I saw.

A small tear in the corner of his eyes slipping down his cheek.

I looked at him.

He truly does love us.

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I think I can hear the screaming of fangirling/fanboying in the back, is that y'all? 😂

Question #1: Was Yoongi's story completely true?

Question #2: How was y'alls day? I just wanted to ask ♥️

I'm seeing that we are gonna make it to 20k tomorrow, thank you all so much for your support 💕

As always, see y'all next chapter!