Love and Pain (Yoonmin Au)

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"The attack that stemmed from uncertainty."

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• Park Jimin's P.O.V •

{A/N: A very intense chapter. It has a slight trigger warning for people struggling with mental health disorders. Every text written in italic only after the first word is a flashback.}

"Sure."

I looked up and smiled.

I was happy.

Genuinely. Happy.

Something I haven't felt in so long.

I wished I could be happy like this all the time, but due to the circumstances. I obviously can't really be happy.

I remember the last time I was really happy.

"Eomma?"

"Yes? Coming sweetheart. Don't worry, I'll get you to that playground very soon." She said, frantically washing dishes.

I sat there on the chair way to high for me, kicking my legs as I waited.

It felt like forever to me, but my mom hummed as she finished and wiped her hands with a towel, putting on that coat I loved to snuggle as he put her shoes on and picked me up.

"Now. Remember. Always stay around eomma's vision, if anyone comes up to you and asks you to go with them say no, if it's candy always bring it to eomma so I can make sure it's safe for you. Alright?" She said smiling and I nodded

"That's my beautiful boy." She said, tickling my stomach and kissing my chubby cheek, dusted a light shade of
pink

I giggled, smiling.

I silently smile to myself as I sigh.

More that I think about it, I seem way different.

"Love? Hey. You there?" I snapped out of my daydream and looked up at Yoongi

Everyone else seemed to be out of the room.

"They had to go back to their things. They might be our friends but they work for me and Kai. They do what they need to do and we pay them for it." Yoongi said

"Oh." I said

"Hey, you were in that head of yours for some time. What was going on in there?" Yoongi asked

"I was just..thinking.." I said

"Can you elaborate?" Yoongi asked

"I was thinking of if I..uh..ate." I said

He gave me a look and then narrowed his eyes.

"I can tell when your lying, you know that right? I'm good with expressions. However, you did remind me." Yoongi said, pressing a button on his watch.

"Can we have food for my lovely fiancé sent to room 324." He said, waiting for a response

"Of course sir. We will be there in just a bit. Certain cravings?" A ladies voice spoke through the watch