Destiny & Distance

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—This shit! -Chris growls loud enough to wake me up-

—Babe? -I turn around to find him standing besides the bed, he was on the phone. His bare back was facing me-

I sat up on the bed rubbing my eyes, trying to fully wake up

—Alright man, thanks for letting me know -he sighs- talk to you later, bye -he hung up and turns to face me-

—Why are you so upset, love?

—Did I wake you?

—Yeah but it doesn't matter, it's not a big deal

—Oh, okay -he sighs again- what happens is that I wanted our relationship to be private but it didn't even last a month, we don't even have 24hrs in L.A and there are pictures of us on the airport and having dinner all over the place now

—What do you mean all over the place?

I felt kinda weird when he said that he wanted our relationship to be private but I brushed those thoughts off because I'm not in a relationship with him for the fame

—My publicist called me to ask me about a new relationship, which I thought was weird and random but I told him about us anyways. Turns out he already knew I was seeing someone because E! News and other networks have photos from us yesterday describing you as a strange woman, a possible fling and things like that -he sat on the bed, I caressed his back-

—Is that a big deal? -I ask, still a bit confused-

—I wanted us to be private, I wanted us to ourselves -his expression was showing nothing but frustration-

—Oh -is all I say, he turns to face me-

—Don't get me wrong, it's not like I want to keep you as a secret or that I want to portray myself as single, it's just that when the media finds out about a new couple they start to harass them, I don't want you or us going through that, I hate to be on the spotlight, I really do

—I understand, but I think it was a matter of time for people to know about us

—I didn't wanted you to be involved in the chaos of the medias, I wanted to give you a normal... relationship, I guess

—It's okay. I'll try to handle it, babe -I try to calm him down- what if I make us breakfast? -I smile at him, he nods. His old expression faded away and started to become more happy-

I stand up and go straight to the bathroom to pee and brush my teeth, Chris was still on his phone checking the articles they wrote about us, I took his phone out of his hand and unlocked it, throwing it to the bed. I grabbed his hand and motioned him to follow me downstairs, we made it to the kitchen and our hands were still intertwined

—I'll need your help since I don't know where do you store your stuff -I smiled at him-

I knew that Chris had anxiety issues, his sisters told me about it trying to make me aware of it. They also told me that he actually hated to be in the spotlight, he hated to read bad things about him or whoever close to him. I knew that if he kept reading the things the might wrote about us would lead him to an anxiety attack

—Alright, what do you want to do?

—I don't know, what do you want?

—You -a smirk was formed in his lips, I go straight to him and kiss him-

—That won't be possible right now Mr. Evans -I sway my butt close to his crotch teasing him-