// 1888 words //
cause i'm trash at song writing the song included in this is NOT MINE. it is just a song that i love dearly called be alright by dean lewis.
M I L L I E
"ms. brown? mr. wolfhard?" ms. dyer says, looking up from her clipboard. "it's your turn."
i slowly stand up, as finn does too, and we walk up to the front of the room, facing dozens of our classmates. finn is holding a guitar, the very same one i saw him playing that night so many weeks ago, and i hold a small notepad filled with song lyrics.
i clear my throat and begin speaking. "uh, hi. i'm millie and this is finn--"
"fillie." someone in the back coughs out, and i can't help but smile.
"and we decided to... be creative with this assignment." i say, looking to ms. dyer who is nodding approvingly.
"the main goal of this project was to pick a song that meant a lot to you and your partner, and study it, learn it, feel it, and just wholeheartedly connect with the song. the extra portion of this assignment, writing a letter of forgiveness to someone you have done something to, we will be turning in to ms. dyer separately." finn says, continuing my train of thought.
"so, instead of making a whole presentation on the song we chose, lovely by billie eilish, we decided to write a song inspired by her and her writing, which we will be sharing with you today." i finish as finn gets his guitar ready, i take a deep breath. this song means more to me than anything i've ever sang or wrote before. finn starting writing it when we took a break a few weeks ago, and i continued it, putting all my heart into the words and music. finn starts playing the melody of our song in soft strums as i start singing.
"I look up from the ground
To see your sad and teary eyesYou look away from me
And I see there's something you're trying to hide
And I reach for your hand but it's coldYou pull away again
And I wonder what's on your mind
And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
You start to tremble and your voice begins to breakYou say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's
They were my mate's
And I feel the color draining from my face"i look around at the faces of my classmates and ms. dyer, and i smile when i see ms. dyer swaying along with the rhythm of the song and wiping a tear from her eye.
finn joins in with me at the chorus.
"And my friend said
I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone awayIt's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be alright"i start tearing up at how meaningful the song is to me and finn notices and holds my hand for a moment before playing the melody again.
i drop out on the next stanza.
"So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
And I know it wasn't right, but it was messing with my head
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𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑳𝒀 // fillie
Teen Fictionin which two teenagers find each other and become hopelessly, tragically, dangerously in love.