"Last show tonight" Maz pouts. "It's been a crazy tour" Sam says quietly. "I love you guys" I mumble and they both squeeze me. "You are going to do fine without us" Sam assures me. "God I hope so" I reply leaning against Maz. "We gotta give this show our all!" Sam yells loudly. "Yeah!" Maz and I agree loudly. "WDGAF!" We chant together. We all run on stage and give the last show a million percent effort and we make it insanely awesome.
"Don't forget to facetime us all the time" Maz exclaims hugging me tightly. "I wont" I promise letting go off him then hugging Sam. "See you soon!" Maz and Sam call as I walk through the terminal.
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"Get outta bed!" Mum yells banging on my door. "I will" I mutter grabbing my guitar.
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more" I sing quietly. (Credits to Christina Perri)
When I finish I put down my guitar and examine myself in the mirror. I was wearing my WDGAF NYC Tank top, a pair of Maz's sweats that I never returned and Daniel's UGGs. "You look good" mum states. I turn and see her standing in the doorway with her arms crossed. "I miss them" I mumble. "Who?" she questions wrapping her arms around me. "Maz Sam Luke Beau Daniel and James" I say quietly. "Even Jai" I add extremely quiet. "Why not make a YouTube video?" mum asks. "Those seem to cheer you up quite a bit" she adds when she sees my confused expression. "Yeah" I agree. "Imma be running around so you'll have the house to make whatever kind of video you want" mum says kissing my cheek. When she leaves I sit down and ponder what kind of video I can do. I finally figure it out and call some people I used to go to school with over. "So you guys wanna help?" I ask them and they all nod happily. "Great" I beam.
