"Whatcha thinking bout?" David asks sitting down in the grass next to me. "About when I can go to the Hookah Lounge" I answer leaning back on my elbows. "Kayla" he groans. "I need it" I shrug pulling at the grass blades. "No you don't" he argues pushing the hair out of my face. "What would you know?" I snap instantly regretting it. "I know a lot" he snaps back. "David I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you. I've been recovering and lately everything sucks and I'm in pain" I apologize. "Recovering?" He questions with a puzzled look. "My mom didn't email you?" I gasp my mouth wide open. "No? Even if she did I was helping out on the mission so I couldn't check it a lot" he explains. "I was hit by a car" I stutter out. "What?" He shrieks. "So if you were dead I wouldn't know?" He questions loudly. "The same with you" I defend and he wraps his arms around me.
"You look sexy" Beau exclaims wolf whistling. "Beau Peter Brooks" Luke scolds wacking him upside the head. "So who's this David kid who seems to have replaced us? I want his name age and details" Beau demands. "David Riley. 20. An awesome person" I state. "Well where has he been?" Skip asks. "Military" I mumble in response. "I have to go to thank him" the guys announce bounding up to my room.
"Hey mum" I call as she walks in the front door. She points to her phone and walks away. So much for mum/daughter bonding. Soon the guys and David came rushing down. "Bout damn time you came back" I groan looking at my wrist. "Hey we were bonding" David defends. "Yeah yeah" I groan. "Kay your phone is ringing" Luke screams from upstairs. I rush up and answer it. "Hello?" "Kayla" the voice breathes. I know this voice. "Please meet me at 35 Glenroy" the voice begs. I hang up and pull on a jumper. "Kayl?" Luke asks. "Be back soon. If I'm not back in an hour come find me" I yell racing out the front door.
"What are you doing?" I ask annoyed. "I needed you" he whispered caressing my hair. "Why are you beaten?" I ask. "Oh hush baby girl" he whispers leaning towards me. His breath reeks of alcohol. "W-Why am I here?" I stutter. "Because I'm not letting you be with any other guy" Jacob whispers pushing me up against a wall. "But you didn't want me" I whimper getting scared. "Now I do. Shut up" he exclaims slapping me. Hard. I cry out in pain and he covers my mouth. "Now" he says before pressing his lips to mine. I don't kiss back and I bring my lips in to my mouth. "Kiss me you slut" he demands. I shake my head and he squeezes my wrist. I whimper and try to jerk away. "Stop" he demands placing me on the ground. "Ja-Jacob please" I beg. "Kiss. Me. Slut." He demands straddling me. I refuse and he slaps me across the face. "Now" he demands pressing his lips against mine. He pulls my hair hard and that's when I knew I had no choice. I kiss him back and he picks me up and leans me back against the wall. "That's right" he mutters taking off his shirt. He kisses me harder and I know I have no choice. If I don't follow his orders. He'll kill me. "You are good" he slurs running his fingers through my hair without breaking the kiss. He begins to slide my jumper up causing me to shiver. "You cold baby?" He whispers in my ear. I nod and he presses his body against mine making me be plastered against the wall. "I missed you" he whispers kissing me again. He slides his tongue through a slit in my mouth.
"Where were you?" Luke shrieks wen I walk in the front door. "Out" I short answer. "What happened?" He demanded. "I-I can't tell you" I stutter breaking down. "Kayla please" he cries. "It's nothing" I reply before running up to my room and locking the door. I find a pen and a paper and begin writing.
Dear Boys,
I love you all so much. You guys always knew how to make me smile. I thought my tattoo quote would help, but It didn't.
David,
I love you so much. You were there for me and I will always be grateful. Please stay safe in whatever you do.
James,
I could never thank you enough for always knowing what to say and being the wise guy who was like the adult of our friendship. I love you.
Beau,
I am crying a I write this. You always knew what to say. Always were the smartass of our friendship. The flirty guy who could get any girl he wanted. Thank you so much for helping me through my fucked up life. I love you so much.
Skip,
Still crying. I love you skiplet. So much. You were the crazy one who rarely knew what was going on but when you were aware you made sure we all had a wonderful time. Thank you babe. I love you more than life itself.
Jai,
I know how much we've been through but in the end, I still love you and I can't control it. I love you and always will. I wish you an Ariana the best of luck.
Jacob,
Hope you're happy.
Mum,
Thank you. We've had our ups and downs and I love you no matter what. Thank you for everything you've done mum.
Gina,
You were always like a second mum to me. Thank you. I love you so much gin. Xx
Luke,
You have no idea how hard this is. You are my best friend in the whole world. You always knew how to make me smile and how to cheer me up. I can't thank you enough for all you have done for me. You will go far in life. I promise. Stay strong for me bro. I love you more than life itself Luke Anthony Mark Brooks.
Everyone,
I love you. Except you Jacob. You did this. I hope you're happy with yourself. If you get questioned about this don't lie. Everyone else. Please don't let this hurt you. I'm just Kayla. You'll be okay. I wish the Janoskians the best of luck xx. I love you all more than anything. Stay strong xx,
Kayla Ramerez
I stand up and wipe my eyes. I grab the razor from my dresser and begin cutting deeper and deeper on my wrist. Blood starts pouring down my arm. My door bursts open and all I see is someone rush over to me an everything goes black.
