"Kayla" Aiden stumbles. He's hurt and angry. "Why?" He questions his eyes becoming a glossy color. I continue to ignore him. "Don't you dare ignore me" he warns firmly. "You're going to me an answer as to why these are here" he adds lifting up my shirt so my side was visible. "I-" I stammer but shut my mouth. "Don't make me do this Kayla" he pleads. "P-please d-don't Ai-Aiden" I stutter out my breathing becoming irregular. "Calm down" he demands putting his hand on my back. I try my best to calm down. "Please" he urges. "I-I saw him. He knew I was in Australia. He kept threatening me. I would get messages from him to do stuff I didn't want to do but I knew what would happen if I didn't obey him. God Aiden I did stupid things. I couldn't take it" I whisper tears prickling in my eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asks and I know he's in pain. "I couldn't" I reply looking away feeling ashamed.
"Kayla!" I hear Beau's voice boom. Oh no. "We need to talk. Now" he states pulling me in to the guest bedroom. "Aiden called?" I gulp. "Of course he called! He's not a freaking idiot!" Beau yells making me flinch. "I know you aren't an idiot! Why wouldn't you tell someone?" Beau asks harshly. "Because I didn't want what happened when I tried to commit happen again. I knew he would do that if I told anyone. Don't you understand that no matter what none of you will ever be able to keep me here!" I spit angrily tears pouring down my face. "K-" "No beau just stop. Forget about me. Go on your tour with the boys. Make your fans happy" I interrupt him turning away from him so he couldn't see the pain in my eyes and I couldn't see the pain in his.
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"Oh my gosh look!" Jess squeals dragging me towards Forever 21. "Ooh" I say sarcastically. "Cheer up chump" she coaxes. "How the hell am I supposed to cheer up? I'm s freaking mess who shouldn't be here" I snap. "Please stop Kayla" Jess pleads pain flashing across her face. "Ooh look" I state pointing at the top she was looking at. Fake smile? Check.
"Kayla!" Nat screams. "What?" I ask plopping down on the couch wincing as the furniture scrapes my cut. "Aiden stopped by" Nat says. "Oh" I mumble. "He said he wants to go on you twos 1 year" She squeaks. "Ooh" I say quietly. "You okay?" Jess questions. "I miss my boys" I admit. And for once, I don't pretend anything. I don't hold anything back and the tears begin pouring down my face.
AUTHORS NOTE: idk when to end this book
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Until next time babes xx
