twins ~ j.m.b (UNFINISHED)

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I packed my bags as quickly as I could, stuffing all of my belongings away. I'd only been at college for a couple months and somehow everything that could've gone wrong happened

I only dreamt of these things happening, urging myself to believe college would be one smooth ride

I guess I was wrong

I sprawled some ink into some paper, one for Rosie, one for Joey and the last for Jay. They were all soppy, cringeworthy letters that if I wrote years ago, I wouldn't want anyone else seeing them

But as of now, I don't care who sees them, just as long as the people who need to see them do see them

I left Rosie's note in her bed and left the room with my belongings, keys and the remaining 2 letters. I slipped Jay and Joey's letters under their door and made my way back to the office

I handed over the keys to the lady at the desk and she handed me my new keys. They looked exactly like the ones I'd just handed over but nevertheless, I thanked her

I made my way over to block E. Everyone was in classes so it was easy to drag my belongings through the empty corridors I looked at the number on my keys

'284'

After weaving my way round the corridors, I finally found it. Pushing the key into the lock, I twisted it and opened the door

It was a small room with one single bed, a desk, drawers and a bathroom. Despite it being small, I was glad to be out of the way and by myself

I needed sometime to think about everything and from there, I can fully focus on my classes instead of worrying about who I hurt instead

I closed to door behind me and unzipped my suitcases. I unloaded my clothes and belongings into the room until both suitcases were empty. Putting one inside of the other, I put them in the corner where they wouldn't be in my way

My window overlooked the gardens on campus which I suppose was nice. No one really went there and it was usually empty apart from the people who went somewhere quiet to study

I laid on my bed and decided to miss the rest of my classes today and catch up on any work that I missed while I was recovering. My body was still riddled with scars and I hated them

But what's done is done, at least I'm alive

It was truly odd not seeing another bed on the other side of the room or things that belonged to other people

I truly was alone in this room, no distractions what so ever

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