X aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3
may be upsetting
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Being a new ish fan is also very heartbreaking bc I wish I would of found out about him sooner I wish I could of tweeted him to tell him how amazing/inspirational he is, I wish I could of fangirled that he tweeted me back I never got to experience that <\3 and watched his live videos, I wish I could of told him how I felt and that he was never alone bc I also understand some of the stuff he went through I relate to him for many reasons, I wish I could of told him he was never alone and that I understand him on some level <\3 and that I love him so much, I wish I could of spoken to him when he was still here as well as his spirit but it's also nice that I'm a new ish fan bc I find out about his old songs and I kinda fangirl bc I haven't heard them before but I can't help but think that there will be a time when there is no new songs at all, we have heard them all.. all of the old songs.. all of them.. <\3 but we can't think like that his music will live on like X said on one of his tweets <3 luckily his songs are so amazing that we never get bored of them tho :) we got to think positive <3 I'm crying whilst writing this tho.. my heart hurts so bad :'( <\3 I love you X..
