guardian angel

numb the pain song

Just listened to numb the pain, his voice is so beautiful, you can hear so much pain in his voice, you can clearly hear that he puts all of his feelings and emotions into his songs and singing, I read a comment it said "his voice was a blessing from the Lord" I cried <3

also why tf isn't this on skins but it says it is from skins?! It should have been on the album..

I read another comment it said "it's been a year but the pain still feels the same" very true.. Doesn't matter how many weeks, mouths, years pass by, when somebody you love, that have made you laugh, gave you comfort, made you realize a lot of stuff you should of realize a lot sooner, helps you realize and open up about things that have happened in the past that make you feel so dirty, relates to you, accepts you, let's you know he's here through songs and visiting you in your dreams, is gone, of course its gonna still break your heart when you think of how beautiful he is, helping kids, teens, everyone! all ages, by simply just being himself, by simply just being there for them, listening, writing songs etc, helping the kids, buying them clothes, TVs, game consoles, talking to them, asking every single one of them individually what they want to do for a living then telling them to follow their dreams or when you think "wow.. He's really gone.. I'll never get to meet him, talk to him, none of that anytime soon" of course it is gonna still hurt! He is a beautiful person that was taken too soon when all he was trying to do was help everybody! He just wanted to heal himself and everyone else, Of course it's gonna hurt, many people won't understand how we feel, some people think "oH hEs JuSt a RaPpER" but they don't know how we feel, how close we feel to him, as if he was our friend! how much comfort he brings and what we went through then to find somebody that understands and says actually how you feel through his songs or videos, to find somebody that also went through a lot of messed up shit, to find somebody you can look up to and relate to!

They don't have to understand, just never make fun of somebody for crying over somebody they love that is no longer with us (YEARS LATER OR NOT, NEVER MAKE FUN! People basically told Billie eilish ages ago to stop getting upset over him, like how heartless can you be..)