guardian angel

thankyou X

So yesterday I was really down bc I had a dream about some fucked up shit (the pedo) I cried, I just want my thoughts about him and drams to stop, all I was thinking was I want a drnk and that's not always good to drink when I think of that pedo but then I thought of X and how much I wish I could talk to him about it all then ofc I cried some more bc I can't actually talk to him <\3 (but when I was down before overthinking, just wanting revenge on that sicko, X came to me in a dream and said revenge isn't the answer and that will always stay with me <3 it means a lot to me and tbh it's true but I can't delete the screenshots, it's proof that he's wrong.. so many times I've tried to get my revenge too man..) then I read through some of my story rain keeps falling tears keep falling (where I tell him about what happened) then wrote about X on here and I felt better after a while thanks to X, I didn't have them drinks bc I thought about him and about how much I can relate to him so I didn't feel alone in how I was feeling bc X understands then i wrote about him, writing helps when you're overthinking or feeling down, X was right as always, either it be a song, a story or in a journal, write it down <3 I love you X <3