guardian angel

X's music

So I didn't sleep all night and a bitch was thinking of the past again and felt like I was relieving some parts of it and it was really horrible so everytime I felt like that I watched a video of X telling us he loves us and talking about positivity that I had screen recorded or I put alone part 2 on and I felt better, comforted like, he always makes me feel better fr, I know I ain't alone, he understands, it's so comforting that I can relate to him yet so upsetting he went through so much <\3

I know he won't let nobody harm me.. Like he says on the song arms around you "I been wrapped up around you to make sure nobody could harm you" that gets me everytime bc it's true, he's our guardian angel now <3

so anyway I had like two hours whlist listening to a few of X's songs, I had never been able to go to sleep listening to him before bc my heart be hurting but I was really damn tired and I wasn't thinking sad shit, I was just thinking how he's here with me, he's not truly gone just press play :) now I feel a lot better since I woke up <3

Like his voice is so calming even when he screams <3 before I close my eyes is a perfect song to fall asleep to, his voice alone is enough to help comfort me <3 I love you X

#LLJ