guardian angel

Happy halloween

I was listening to the song skins by X aka our guardian angel

"Stump out that fucker his death will be slow you made me do this as far as you know if you didn't exist then my pain could be rid"

This song always hits me so deeply, it's as if he wrote it for me, when he says about stumping out that fucker his death will be slow, it feels as if he's singing it to me about that pedo I knew..

My thoughts got cut off when my phone buzzed, I lean forward and grab my phone off the coffee table, I unlock my phone and I see I have a message off some fuckboy that I used to be friends with, I thought I was "in love" with him, he's a bitch now

Fuckboy:

Halloween party tonight

*address sent*

My tummy dropped and my hands started to shake a lil bit, the damn nerve of him, Now I've always wanted to go to a Halloween party, maybe I should go.. I bet he thinks I won't go bc I was always shy and nervous when I was younger

But what if its a set up? What if there's no party?

I shake my head of my thoughts, shuting the TV off, getting up and going upstairs into my bedroom, I go into my music on my phone and play some more of X's music since he calms me down, I put on revenge putting it on high volume
before jumping into the shower

I might go to that party, I have no friends to go with but fuck it, I know X will protect me from any harm, he's our guardian angel now, this thought made me feel better

I undress, I pull my shower curtain back to get in, I pull it back across and turn my shower on, I start to wash my hair as I sing along

"I've dug tow graves for us my dear can't pretend that I was perfect leaving you in fear oh man what a world the things I hear if I could act on my revenge oh would i, some kill some steal, some break your heart and you thought that I would let it go and let you walk"

I scream the words since I'm home alone for the night

I then grab my razer and start to shave my under arm, legs and women hood, once I'm done i wash the shampoo out of my hair, I grab my coconut conditioner and squeeze some into my hand, running it through my hair

I leave it in my hair for 5 minutes before rinsing my hair again, just as I was about to grab my body wash, I see a dark figure through the light blue shower curtain through the corner of my eye, I gasp and turn around as I immediately pull the shower curtain back only to see nothing there at all

"what the fuck" I whisper to myself, it must be my eyes playing tricks on me

I leave the shower curtain open a lil bit as I wash my body, my eyes everywhere since I'm a lil bit nervous now

I start to sing along again but quietly

My music started to go like static the song still playing becoming more quiet and quiet, as if it's now from a distance, I frown and turn the shower off since I'm done anyways

"don't go" I heard but like with a crackling sound but sounding like X in the song don't cry above the song that is playing quietly, my heart starting to race, I don't have that song on my phone.. I quickly get out of the shower wrapping the towel around myself, the music started to play normally again.. I grab my phone and turn my music off, That was strange, I start to tear up

What could this mean? "X.. If that's you, give me a sign" I say quietly

Nothing..

I walk out of the bathroom with my phone, throwing it on the bed as I find out my Halloween outfit, I put it on my bed and look at it, I glance into the bathroom, to see writing on the mirror