guardian angel

Don't cut

When I thought about cutting for the first time in ages, I thought of X, when somebody said to him on IG live that they cut and he said don't do that

I didn't cut bc I thought of X and what he said/would say, then I was drunk, I hurt my dog on accident, I felt so bad, mum said that was horrible of me or something so I went upstairs crying and I cut, the twice I thought about it before, I thought of X so I didn't end up cutting but then that time, I just couldn't think of anything so I cut..

Now whenever I feel shity etc that's all I think about but I end up just writing what has happened and I feel better, writing is like a relief, so whenever you feel like doing something dumb, just write down your thoughts, it does help <3