8 months today.. it still doesn't feel like that long ago <\3 it feels like it was just June but now it's 8 months without him.. I'm so not looking forward to June 18th.. when he died the whole world died for that day <\3 I feel horrible and dumb bc I was being all sad and shit over lil fuckboys when you guys felt real pain! 3/4 days later I found out about him.. (I think, there was fucking mean memes after a few days maybe a week after he passed which is fucked up, my "friend" shared them I seen one saying "I knew he was still alive" so I looked him up) I was I'd like to see this fine ass at a concert.. I didn't know he had died :'( <\3 I wish I had found out about you sooner, that date will forever be stuck in our hearts, i think about you constantly, my heart have been hurting ever since.. whenever I think you're gone and I will not get to meet you anytime soon and when I think about what happened to our beautiful positive inspirational human being :'( <\3 it hurts so badly, I'm heartbroken but I know you're our guardian angel now <3 and you would want us to be positive like see it as he's only sipping tea in a different hood :) that makes me feel a little better tbh and to know he's our guardian angel <3 that's a beautiful thing tbh, see even though he isn't on this earth anymore he's still here for us <3 (this picture is so heartbreaking and beautiful.. it means a lot to me <3) we have to try and be positive even though it's hard asf sometimes, we no longer feed the negativity thanks to X aka Jahseh <3
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guardian angel
FanficX aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3 may be upsetting