guardian angel

do good

So I took Spakry for a walk with my dad to the shop and I seen a girl in a school outfit crying whilst on her phone and my heart hurt.. I was thinking all kinda things as to why she could be crying, we walked past her and my dad went in the shop so I was walking back to where the girl was to ask if she was okay then a guy stopped me to pet my dog then not long after my dad came out of the shop so I didn't get the chance to ask her so we got home and I felt so bad that I didn't get the chance to ask her bc I don't think anybody else asked if she was okay.. tbh that made me sick.. nobody stops for a homeless person if somebody is crying or getting bullied or getting fucking robbed.. the girl was about 13/14 idk and anything could of happened she could of been crying bc her first bf dumped her over text or somebody could of been cyber bullying her or she could of had some bad news, nobody thinks of all that bc they're "just tenages" and that's fucking sick.. a lot of tenages go through a lot of fucked up shit.. anyway a lot of shit was going through my head so after a minute of being home I was was like nah I need to go see if she's okay so I went straight back out to the shop I just needed to.. I would have never done that before.. I wouldn't of asked if somebody was okay if I seen them crying in the street especially go back out but I needed to my heart hurt for her like wtf that has never happened to me before.. I thought I was completely heartless but I felt something for a stranger, this world needs more people that help others and since I've been listening to X and how he has helped others and wanted us to do so as well and his positivity etc, he's inspired me to do good and made me realize a lot of stuff, I've always wanted to help people but X made me realize I could just do it.. this was a start <3 anyway thankfully she was still there so i asked if she was okay bc I thought I seen her crying a while ago and she said she was fine just waiting for her mum but I'm sure she was crying but they wouldn't tell a stranger I know I just hope she's actually okay tho.. I'm not writing this so y'all think how nice I am, I'm writing this to tell yall to do good.. if you see somebody crying or a homeless person asking for money and you got money on you.. ask if they're okay and give the homeless person money, do good, this made me realize how much I want/need to do good for others and to also make myself feel better by doing good and helping even if it's just asking if somebody is okay.. that could mean a lot to somebody bc out of a lot of people just walking past one person stopped and asked.. meaning they do matter so just do good for them and yourself.. X was right.. as always <3